"Untuk segala rasa sesak dan yang menyesakkan dada,
semoga kau hilang seiring masa."
I forget how it feels to feel genuinely happy,
All this time, everything is just so suffocating,
To the extent, I think I am alive, just because I still have faith in my religion.
If I were to born without believing in God,
I probably dead by now.
So, I think I should be grateful,
for still breathing,
and my heart still beating.
I hope
that all these suffocating
feelings will
fade away
