clinic appt.

So, I went to clinic to get my TSH result, and my result is normal. 

If you wonder, how KK works, you don't get the same Dr. every visit.

I got another Dr. this time.

My previous history taking probably couldn't show how and why did I feel suicidal, and depressed.

My life and my personality probably shows the opposite.

But, I feel that, that emotions, that is what I want to find out. Why am I feeling that way. I want to find out why I was affected, when people always said my life is perfect. Why I am feeling sad most of the times, even when I am doing what I like.

I am tired of feeling this way.

I want to tell more, but I can't. My tears started to streaming.....so bye!