11 days to 2022

11 hari menuju ke 2022.
Kelakar bila ingat balik yang I mengharapkan tahun 2021 will be the 'happy' year selepas 2020 yang penuh PKP. Hahaha. Turns out, sama je 2021. Except that, I got my heart broken lah. Menyedihkan, tapi nothing comes easy. 11 hari menuju 2022, masih lagi I di tempat yang sama, mempunyai rasa yang sama, tetapi POV kehidupan yang berbeza. Tapi, masih tiada arah tuju la. 
Even when my 2021 isn't as happy as I thought it will be, God sure blessed me with a lot of other things.
I may struggled mentally, but He gave me a lot more sebenarnya. A lot that I am grateful for everything.
I may questioned God for letting things happened, when I know I shouldn't have done that.

Anyway, tahun ni tahun yang paling banyak I kenal orang baru dan reconnect with my friends.

I lost some though, is it lost or they chose to angkat kaki. But, okay! And, I got the questioned bila nak kahwin a lot too, or at least people be asking ''dah ada boyfriend?" Penat nak jawab sebab orang expect i ni pejam mata terus jatuh cinta agaknya. As much as I cuba untuk unbothered, I mencari je jugak. Tapi itulah, maybe tahun depan unbothered betul. Sebab, penat lah kenal orang and start over lagi. Nak doa je tapi tak usaha pun tak boleh, So, sabar je la Shasha.

Oh, I realised that God helps me through people, like happen all the time. Meeting new people especially helps me in recalibrating myself and my thoughts! And, if that makes me a better person, guess I'll keep on making new friends.

Entah apa nak tulis lagi, takde idea dah! Tapi, I bersyukur untuk segala benda!

Alhamdulillah for the good and the bad things, because surely it happened for a reason.

Even when I don't see it now.