stop. stop. stop!

 

hewwo,

it's already September.

Life was idk, happier I guess? Flashbacks sometimes come in echoes, and I will be reminiscing how life would be if you're still here. But, Allah SWT knows better.

Right now, I am living my life as I should. I cannot lie when I say, I don't know if I ever deserve any good things --- I know that I am good enough, for myself. But, yk.

I pray that my September will be a blast and blessed with good things. 

May the flashbacks fade, the pain heal, and I hope I accept that this is the best for us.

ps: Currently talking to someone, and idk if this will be a blessing or another lesson. but, whatever that person may be, I hope that I don't lose me, not again. never again.

loves, shasha.