Expect the unexpected.
Losing is a word that
everyone scared of.
It is difficult to overcome the feeling when you lost a
friend, family and someone you loved.
Bila hilang orang yang kau sayang, dalam konteks aku is
kematian. Kau akan rasa sangat, kosong. Kadang-kadang kau taktahu nak react apa.
Bukan senang nak terima hakikat dia dah takda, I know. Tapi kena redha is it,
jangan question tuhan kenapa ambil “orang tu” sebab semua benda kat dalam dunia
ni milik tuhan.
Kematian tak boleh dielakkan. Ajal dan maut di tangan Tuhan
dan benda tu dah tertulis lama sebelum kau lahir lagi. Macam aku sendiri, masa
Nenek meninggal, I cried sangat teruk padahal I jarang nangis kalau orang
meninggal ni. Tapi masa nenek meninggal, menangis yang teruk gila dan seminggu
pun kekadang tetiba ternangis, in fact sampai sekarang teringat je
ternangis. Aku nangis sebab aku tak sempat balik masa nenek pergi, tak sempat
kiss tak sempat jumpa minta maaf. Dahla banyak buat salah hahaha nakal kan.
The thing about death is, when you miss that person, you
can’t meet them or talk to them. All you can do is sedekahkan alfatihah. Doa
for diaorang. Dah sampai masa untuk diorang pergi. Macam nenek, she fought for
her cancer. Sakit taknak makan semua. Bila dia pergi, aku rasa ok la nenek dah
tak sakit dah happy dah tu kat sana.Dah sampai ajal.
Walaupun kau rasa kosong, sakit , sedih semua, tapi dah
takdir diorang pergi dulu.
Kalau diorang tak pergi dulu, mungkin kau pergi
dulu, kau just taktahu je siapa pergi dulu. Kita kena bersedia je la nak
menghadapi apa-apa yang akan terjadi. Selalu bersedia.
Whatever happens, He always knows the best for His creature.
Sometimes the pain is unbearable, you miss them, a lot to the extend you cried for missing them, regret on why you did not appreciate them when they were still breathing. You will be. Trust me. Been there done that. Death reminds you how "sikit" your time is to spend with someone, you should have been appreciating them. Death also reminds how little time you have to live and to do good deeds for akhirat. Even if it is unbearable to miss someone dead, you have to be strong and keep on living. You are not supposed to cling on the past that you forget everyone is going to die soon. It just the matter of time.
So, be strong if you lost someone you care today. Allah akan ganti dengan benda
lebih baik insyaAllah. Even if it is irreplaceable, redha dan terima moga dipertemukan lagi di alam sana. God always knows best! Have faith.
Chin up peeps :D
Someone I know selalu cakap camni “Jika berani bertemu harus
berani berpisah.” Ok tah I suka kot ayat
tu hahahaha.
K bai. Tu je.
