Terrible

Ever feel this way? I seriously have no idea why I feel sooooo tired and restless and a lot to think about. I just don't know and every thought I have is killing me. I wish to let them go, but they just seem to be there?? Hahaha. I started to think if I have a mental disorder because it has been like weeks since I feel this way. It is seriously exhausting to feel this way. I just want to be happy and have nothing to worry about. Normally, it just for a week when I am on my period. but now it seems that being happy takes me forever. I feel sorry for myself, for my parents and for everyone who loves me.