Go.

"Let it go." sounds so Frozen-ish. It is surely easier said than done. As much as I want to let go of shits that suffocate me, it is not easy. I want to heal and actually be happy without you as a part of my happiness. I have been holding on for so long with all your dramas and bullshit. With that innocent way of getting away of yours. I was blinded by love, and maybe hope. I don't want to be blinded by those anymore. 

We should never give up on the people we love, true. But, only to those who will do the same to us. I would do miles for you, but we are not on the same page. You took me for granted like every other guy in my past. Same old, same old. I was stupid and do not want to be one anymore. 

With this post, I hope I will be able to finally let go and walk away from what hurts me.

I do sayang you (bcs its not yet cinta, ew) but you bring nothing but painful memories to me. You realized it, but hey how about making Shasha confused all over again right? Stop giving mixed signals and drag me into the hellhole together. You should figure out what you want and not keeping me as plan B because I am never an option. I would never be one either :) 

xoxo,

Shasha