break free
I am not sure if people know, but I hold on to things/people even when they hurt me.
Not a good thing for my mental health, but I couldn't help it.
I gave people chances they don't deserve, I believe they changed. But, they never change anyway.
I think, this time right now, is the sign for me to let go. And let God decide.
I have suffer for so long, and I don't deserve any more sufferings. I want to be happy, with out without that person. Things probably isn't easy to do. But, this is the right thing to do. I need to break myself free from this chain.
I pray that God ease everything for me. I pray that He ease my heart. I pray that whatever His answer through my istikharah, I will redha and accept it wholeheartedly. Amin.
May Shasha get what she deserves, all the happiness in this world. And May Allah ease her, and help her to be in the right path.
