Eczema and whatnots -

 

Hi, 

It's already March. Time sure flies.

Currently, I am having a battle with myself, to let go and let God.

To break myself free from what have been holding me for so long.

Maybe this time is for good.

Maybe I will never run back to what hurts me.

Or, even if I did, I hope it wouldn't hurt me as much as it hurt me now.

First of all, I am going to talk about my current issue with eczema.

For God knows the reason why. I suddenly got this eczema flare-up.

Not sure if it's bcs I am stressed/depressed?

It started with dry and numb lips since November 2020. As the condition prolonged, I decided to seek for professional help. And, the lips did not get any better even after using the cream given by the Dr on December 2020.

On February, my lips getting worse. And suddenly, water-filled-bumps appeared on my fingers, both hands. But, they were just a few bumps, so I thought it's harmless. It will just faded away.

Surprise~ surprise~ my hands are getting worse, too. HAHAHAHA. So, i jussttttttttttttttttttttttt?????????????????????????/ don't know what to do. 

Probably going to meet the Dermatologist today.

Okay enough on my skin conditionnnnnnnn.

Moving on tooooooooo, clinic appt. My councelling session was cancel.

So ya. And, honestly I am tired of explaining why I feel this way. Bcs, I don't know why......

I am tired of feeling it, but I couldn't do anything to stop feeling it. I just, continue on living, even when it's hard to keep myself together.

It was hard, but I made it. I am on meds now; sleeping meds bcs of my trouble of sleeping. I kinda sleep easily now, with the helps of meds. We will see once the meds is finish. Hahaha. Pray for me!

I have another post, but lemme take a break

xoxo, Sha