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Hello!

My coping mechanism is knowing new friends.

I love knowing people bcs I think human is amazing. And, this world is soooo big to explore.

Soooooooooooooooo, I decided to give myself a chance knowing people. Adding people in my life, evem if they are temporary. I want to learn to not let myself investing on anyone too much. So yeah.

And right now, I met a friend. I am an extrovert, but I don't always clicked with people right away.

Like, really I don't. I am very very very concern of being vulnerable with people. I usually don't talk about myself with someone I just knew. But, with this friend, everything seems easy? To the extend, I am scared. I am scared that I open up too much. And, very scared of catching feelings.

He kinda remind me of how Muqri and I started being friends. Except that, Uqi and I met face-to-face before I decided to be friend. So, anyway, we had pretty much a lot of things in common. I enjoy having him as my friend. Hahaha. And putting this here so I know how long he will stay/I let him stay lol.